LYRICS OF A LONE HEART

I started writing this to wash off thoughts that stink inner walls of my heart.Best of my works have come up when I was working under pressure. During the past few months there was heavy load on me.Initially it was really nerve breaking to some extent. But the reality of life though tragic is that 'no body is a looser if you loose and no body is a winner if you do'. People have no time to wipe out your tears because they don't have none to do that to them. One has to reassure support for the self. In inner most citadels of our heart we are alone. Nobody can hear us from that spot. This is the way I have come up so far, and the outcome has been good. So why wait for some one, why allow someone decide our destiny.

I think my ideas in life have taken strong roots and concrete shape, after I am joined by my 'Best Half'. She is different, and has been able to recognize my strengths properly. I have seen marriages making life of people miserable. Luckily I am not one among those. Since she has recovered fully from illness, I feel myself relieved. Yesterday after speaking to Ravi, it is much more relaxing. Dr Ravi Subrahmanya, her Neurologist brother is no doubt a very good doctor but also a nice human being. But the later part is not known to many including Ravi himself. I am also reminded of his visit to my place to settle our marriage, and lot more......

My parents have intense liking for one another, . But for those around them it is always difficult to make out because their language of love like western rock music has more of sound than melody in it. My papa gets upset only when my mother's health is not good. It took almost 50 years for me understand this. No wonder my father took more time than that.

I felt nice when some of my colleagues told me that they browsed trough my blog. I only wish, it does not make me conscious of their reading of blog and hinder the freedom of my expression. Once we start living for others, we will have problems and we can not solve those most of the time, for the solution always lies with others. If we live for us, we have the key to open any dead lock.

It is my pledge that for the rest of my life, I wont hate people, always look out for positives, and never take negatives from any one. Life has so much to offer to us. I never want to be a stain on the walls of my college but a just a grain brick-red and be lost in many shades of it that hold its beauty for ever.

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